SIANZZZZ

Holidays endin soon...
and I havent finish homework yet...lolz

Sch reopen got alot of things...hahaha.....
-Footdrill
-Science course
-Homework
-Exam
-SRP, including competition
-Duties.....

damn pro lor....qiang sia....

BTW...since holis ending soon, dunt expect me to post anything for quite awhile.lolzzz =D

HAPPY REOPENING OF SCHOOL DAY TO EVERYONE........0.o 11:16:00 pm

On the way back home from school listening to music, I began to thk of this...



Since the start of this year, many things have changed. People who were once distant to me I get along with them well/very well now, whereas some whom I get along very well/well with in the past has grown further away from me... What exactly is the reason??? I just want to know...but I guess mostly is because of me... some of you whom read this blog may think what I am writing are rubbish, but this are my personal opinions. * Some ppl will appear twice



Now: Considered Very well, compared to last time

Amanda - gossiping and other stuff..XD
Angela - helping me in times of need
Junxi - SRP, gossiping and his lame jokes..lolz
Shing Yi - 2007 chalet, SRP and his noisy but funny jokes..
Timothy - chairman - vice-chairman... * bo bien also have to work together..lolz! jkjk
Jian Kun - Designing of Class T-shirt
Shiuan Wen - gossiping
Alvin - SRP
Joel - SRP
Pearleen - CIP dance
Tasmann - conversation about his previous CCA
Justin - main reason huiling..lol



Now: Distant, compared to last time

PeiJun - lots of stuff...yea.
Yewrong - class T-shirt
Yongliang - class T-shirt
Timothy - cuz of me, i guess...lol
Shing Yi - supposedly 2008 class chalet
ZiHang - ever since I became class chairperson, last time drama still quite okay...
Geowynn - somehow just split
Cheng Yee - cuz of ~hem hem~
Jia Min - super obvious larh...
ZiYun - both of us, yea, apart now. ~Sometimes will nearly cry becuz of this....~





If all this hapeens just become I became the chairperson, I will gladly give up this seat to someone else. The burden and stress is too heavy to carry...


Every time I step into class, I will instantly feel very stressed, even if I was laughing and happily talking just few minutes ago. If the class does not agree with some of the things I do, I dun't blame them. Thing is, can you all just tell me directly? No need to say behind my back. Also, some things can be said out reasonably, but instead an arguement surfaced. Not once or twice le, but lots of times...


Being 2/4 0'8 class chairperson is really not easy...
Do I still have the means to carry on being one?
What does it take to be a good class chairperson?
Being class chairperson has a steep price to pay...pitting yourself against the class and losing your friends...
Sometimes I really feel left out and alone in the class. May be partly because of me, but is like...yea...I don't like like I am a part of the class at all, somehow just dun't seem to fit in...


You all see me like I can laugh at jokes, talk, gossip etc..
But do you all know deep down how I feel? Do you all really care?







Maybe not, for most of you think that I am very strong, and do not need care and attention. Thing is, everyone would wants to feel that they are not alone, but are together.





Dunno why I suddenly so emo today, but maybe its because all of these things I hav kept in my heart for so long, and I cant keep it any longer... 1:03:00 am

First quiz I gona do eva on my blog...lolz! *too sianz to change the qns...



Rules & Regulations of this quiz:



A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.


B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


I'm tagged by Bixia


Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

heartbreak;confused;thinking what had I done wrong for him to betray me?



Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?

have a simple, happy and fulfilling life; one which I would not regret living



Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?

With my sweetheart and surrounded by my family and friends. It does not matter if the wedding is simple or cheap.



Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?

Derh, who won't? But maybe curious is a beeter choice of word.



Q: What's your ideal lover like?

responsible, caring and great sense of determination and peserverance.




Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved by someone, cuz you would know that there's someone out there whom you can rely on in times of pain, and that you are not alone. Loving someone can be a painful experience, depending on the situation...




Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

not sure, depends if either one of us has got the courage to admit our love for one another??? lol........




Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?

wish him happiness


Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

derhh.....schoolwork and especially class...haha



Q: Is being tagged fun?

sometimes, but mostly irritating if ppl tagged u to do quiz...=p but quite okay larh




Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?

a lady who knows more about the world and its joy and sadness




Q: Who are currently most important people to you?

My family, my friends and my classmates.



Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

She is a very nice girl, and once you gain her trust through numerous attempts, she is the friend everyone wants. It's tiring and long trying to make her believe and trust you, but once she does, you will feel that all the long waiting and difficulties are worth it. I am very scared though tat I will misplace her trust... She shd try to be more extroverted though, and less bad-tempered. Haha!!!




Q: Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?

Hard Reality: single & rich. At least I can fend for myself.
Wish: Married but poor. With your other half with you to overcome any difficulties, it is worth it.



Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?

continue sleeping XD



Q: Would you give all in a relationship?

Nope. All of us shd compromise, not one party only.




Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?

Neither. I would not want to be caught in a love triangle, damn complicated. N i thk true love only got one, not so many...lolz




Q: Do you have a pet?

Yea, fish and terrapin...



Q: What type of friends do you dislike?

BACKSTABBERS. Arrogant. Dirty to an extreme...lolz. Trying to act u r leader, but actually u aren't. Can't keep their mouths shut. Someone who will/trys to break my heart...


8 person that i'm tagging...
GG for you all...lolz.

1.) --> Shakespeare

2.) --> Natalie

3.) --> Qian Ci

4.) --> Sharon

5.) --> Yewrong

6.) --> Huiling

7.) --> Shingyi

8.) --> Tasmann 12:25:00 am