Sunday, 25 January 2009
Yeah.
I feel very left-out and isolated nowadays. Supposed it can't be helped. What do you expect if people from two totally different dimensions, cultures blahblahblah come together? Even after few years?! DERHHH, of course nothing.
I have always known this would happen, right from the start when we were all in Sec1. Problem is,I did not have the courage and the heart to turn away from them. To run away. To ignore them. To get away from them.
Luckily though, I think I need not have to wonder about all these stuff any longer le. They have all isolated me, kinda. As they always do.
Maybe it's because of me. The way I think. Most of the people my age talk about movies, fashion, shopping, etcetc.
But I do not.
Is it because of how I am brought up? Or I think these kind of stuff are childish? In the sense, they are not realities. I'll rather be talking about the problems around me, trying my best to resolve them. That's why, I feel very stressed up...
Maybe it's me who isolated them first.
But yeah, I really feel like giving up.
In my current class, I can't tell this to anyone. Not even the person sitting beside me. Cuz I do not want to add my burden to anyone. I know how heavy another person's burden can be...
Yeah, if I am the person who isolated them first, I am very sorry. But, yeah. This shows that we have little in common to talk about. Just like few years back. Even now, it is still the same.
I really miss my dear 2/4 0'8. Especially certain people....
~Confusionzzz~
8:39:00 pm
