Wednesday, 28 January 2009
Yozz people.
Kay, I know I sounded emo last few days. Cause is like I felt very away from all of you. But yeah. 想通了.
Reason why I did what I did today is cause,
I have never been part of the group before, except when we were a class. I joined u all because of the various problems u all had last time, so I was there to help u solve them.
Now, or a short while ago, my job is done.
I have been feeling isolated since a long time ago, just that I did not say a single word to any of you. But isolation is something I should have known, that I should have coped with, just that I forgot my original aim, which is to help resolve all your problems first. Kay, I am sounding like w/o me, u all will die like that etc, but its not because of that. I helped because as a friend, I dunwan u all to be weighed down by those idiotic problems. Yeah.
So now, I understand 了.
Thus, let's keep things the way they are now - together when as a class, away when it's only us alone. Cause I really cannot keep up, and I do not have the intention to do so. It's very tiring for me, and for all of you.
I am still more attached to class than to outside class clique, so yeah.
Thanks for the happy times we shared together as a team though. =)
And I think you all will be glad also, cause in order to accommodate me, you all have to talk about topics which are like unfamiliar to you.
Yeah, so - JOB DONE.
P.S. Seriously hope you all can read this, cause for once, I have no intention to say it outright, cause I myself do not know what the consequences will be...
~Confusionzzz~
10:07:00 pm